Sometimes I am mistaken as someone whom people can frequently run over. It's like I draw people to me who think that because I am nice and because I like to help those people whom I can help when I am able, that it is okay to use me for their benefit...
I know that I am a reflection of the people I hang around, talk to, associate with, etc., and that if I want things around me to change then I need to change the people around me and my enviornment. These things, I am doing, but there are still those who know that I because I am a very giving person that tend to think that because they've known me for so long that its okay for them to treat me like a welcome mat from time to time.
Well, needless to say... I'M SICK OF IT!
I've tried my hardest not to be a bitch! I've tried my best not to step on people or do unto others what I don't want done unto me, but it seems like thats where a lot of people want me to go.
Will I go there? NO!!!
I'm not going to change my personality or my kindness to conform to what others might want me to be, but what I will do is start cutting A LOT of you off!
I am 28 years old! YES! 28!
I've lived a lot of my life in the shadows of others, being shy, not going for the things I want to go for because I was too scared of rejection. Now that I've come to a place in my life where I'm past all of that, people want to continue to try and bring me down, but I won't let them!
If you think I've changed and you don't like the changes I've made then DON'T DEAL WITH ME! Simple as that! I'm not here to please you! I'm not here to make you happy! I'm here to please God and make him happy! I'm here to take care of my two boys and make them happy! I'm here to live out my dreams and make myself happy!
I do my best to add bring joy into others lives and I hoped that it would be the other way around as well, but I see that it isn't and so now, if you don't add to my joy then you have no reason to be around me, talk to me or talk about me for that matter!
DELETE! You're CANCELED! You have been DISMISSED! KICK ROCKS!
For those of you who know me and respect me and my kindness, Thank you!
for those of you who are just now getting to know me and for those of you who may become future friends or associates, please take heed to whats being said here!
I am the most generous and probably one of the nicest people you will ever come across! Don't take my kindness for weakness or my generosity for stupidity because once I find out that you're only around to use me, I will as I stated about half way up the page; CUT YOU OFF!
Thanks for reading! Have a nice day and be blessed!
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